Waited two long weeks, The modeling agency still fucking hasn’t found me a gig..the new iPhone is out already…damn that cute blond on TikTok with a million followers has got hers… OMG, like I wanna be just like her, so fucking bad … yay, let’s have some guys ravage my holes till that modeling agency calls me back - ten years later, therapy and cutting ain’t taking my pain away. - love the stupidity of youth, I love exploiting the young ‘needy’ the same fucking way.